symbol..<3

I believe in symbols that come in my life with coincidence.

I took that picture last month in my apartment's garden. Maybe it isn't clear but this heart is made of snow. And I didn't make it. It was under my mother's auto. After I saw that heart, I thought it can be a symbol for me..=)

thus, I'm waiting for a miracle to happen in my life..=)

<3

**mistakes**

Once in a week I watch "Sex and the City". Normally i don't like it very much but the sayings, quotes which are at the beginning and at the end, are very meaningful. It makes the viewer think about his/her life. Last week there was a quote and it made me think of what i've done in my life. The quote was about "mistakes". the series explain that making mistakes is not a bad thing. We can learn new things according to these mistakes. So i looked back and i decided not to feel bad about my mistakes. We learn not to do them one more time and "they make our fate"...

“Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away”

A Real Story

Yesterday my old friend came to me and we had a lot of fun time. I haven't seen her since eight grade. We used to tell us some ridiculous love stories at that time. However, last night she told her "real" love story to me. It was not a happy ending love story but I will write it from her point of view.

"We met with eachother last year before the school ended. It was a terrible time to meet a new person. The summer holiday was about to begin and we didn't have much time to know eachother. However, we continued to message and talk. The summer holiday ended without meeting but we talked and messaged every single day. When the school began, we started to date with him. That days were the best days in my life. I knew he had a good time too. His eyes explained too many different feelings to me. We went to Princes İslands, concerts, shopping malls... We both didn't want that time to end. My first kiss was with him. When I tell these moments to another people, they were so jelous. I loved him very much and he loved me back that this caused big problems. He always insisted on talking about my ex-boyfriends and I always insisted to talk about his girl "friends". After months, I saw him with another girl too close. I asked him about that girl and he said that she was his ex-girlfriend. I was shocked. They were very close and we had arguments about that girl every single day. Thus I wanted this relationship to end. However, this didn't last long. We couldn't do without talking, dating, messaging eachother. That days were the longest days that I ever had. I couldn't remember how, but we came together again. But this didn't last long too. I saw him with another girl while they were kissing eachother. That moment I finished everything about him in my head. However, because I'm very stupid and idiot, I continued loving him. I couldn't get rid off him from my mind. Every day we saw eachother in school and his eyes were looking like the old days. I thought that I couldn't live without him... So we came together for the last time. But this time we were mature. We realized that many things were changed. But our love didn't. We had many enjoyable times with him. After 6 months he stopped coming school and calling me. I was very curious about him. I heard nothing about him for a week. Then I learned that he moved to America for his new school. He didn't even say farewell to me. That was the last time I saw him. Now, when I think about him, I feel extreemly miserable. I wish I wouldn't meet with him..."



She explained her love story like that. When she finished, I was shocked. This story is simular to the stories which we made up together when we were child... So we understand that everything is possible in life! ...Good & Bad...

zeynepp..=)

little lovers

THE WORD "NOTHING"

If you are dating with someone, the most common word for "please don't ask this. I don't want to say." is NOTHING. Or sometimes they say "nothing" only for making your partner curious. I hate that word. If you started a conversation and your partner asked you something, you should answer it. "Nothıng" can not be an answer...! As I searched for websites, I found the definition of "nothing" in dates... I think this is important for the ones who always say "nothing" to his/her partner...:)

NOTHING This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine"